My Soliloquies

I have alwayz fizzled at this part all my life..
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I write this snippet with my mind fallen apart. i am just trying to gather the severed pieces of my mind and heart hoping to find tranquil some day.
Why is love so painful ? Why does it rip ur mind, soul and heart into absolute nemesis ?
wELL, Some questions simply dunn seem to have any answers.. doesn't it ?
Sometimes i transcribe my feelings through poems...

I guess this ode conjugates the concoction in my mind...

INCINERATE

The further i walk, the farther i go.
The more i try to reach, the more she runs away
The more i try to see, the more she dissapears..
The more i dream abt her, the more she slips away

where did i go wrong... where did i fall apart...
no matter how hard i try.. she just tries to move apart..
there is a human inside of me, but she just finds me at fault..
i plead for forgiveness, but she just rips my heart apart.

Never knew love would turn into pain..
the trust i built in her .. just melted like rain..
I tried to resurrect so much in vain..
she just scuttled it with such disdain..

never knew life would teach me this hard..
by showing how darkness can fill my heart..
People never realize and see the truth in their eyes
They just see the false color of their blindness set their life.

Can't let this pain grow inside..
But...i simply dunno where to hide..
can't let my soul further incinerate..
but there is just nothing left to save and bide..